i am very tired out. emotionally, mentally and physically. i find myself dreading the school life everyday.. i practically have to drag and hypnotise myself to go to school. i dread school life till the extent that i even HATE it. and worse still, i find myself getting more and more temperamental which is so unlike me. i used to control my emotions quite well.

prelims is two weeks away! hoorays. i haven studied much. no matter how much i study, there still seems to be topics left uncovered or unsure of. great. i wonder how i am going to pass my prelims. i think i shall go bribe lady luck to help me on prelims. sorry for the outburst today. i admit today i was in a bad mood and feeling quite down.

i hope that my class will get back to normal again. i wish that everyone in my class will be happy and free of troubles. i wish that my class will pass prelims with flying colours. i really dun like the tension and stress in my class.. everyone has changed. maybe the stress has somehow affected them and probably me too.

luckily he is always by my side, encouraging me and giving me support. he is my pillar of strength. at least he makes me happy.

he said that a girlfriend should always be treated like a queen. if i am a queen then he must be my king. (: